How living like a super happy person is like?
is it possible?
is it achievable?
by what standards?
with which tools and kind of intelligence?
there many people, maybe even most of them whom like to reach that point sometime in their life.
However, there are so many factors, chances, luck, having an advantage (nice family, wealth, connections etc.), and effort that you put on something to get the most out of it, yet sometimes it feels your effort is futile and nothing really gets better but only an illusion remains of what you want to become.
you do more work and you expect to have the same equal amount of rewards that you depend on! but they won't come and you're not so sure about why it doesn't work the way it should, you put more efforts sometimes and other times you just say "Fuck it!" it's not worth it.
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